0 Old memories of your tainted face by Ashley Quebedeau

Why do I feel hate and regret each time I see your face? You always said"You be there for me no matter what" HA that turned out to be a lie Everytime I went to you saying I wanted to cut myself You would look at me and say I dont have time for your petty problems...... Go to someone who cares That day you crashed my hopes into tiny shards of glass tainting them with acid so I couldnt pick the pieces up and put them back together You always wanted me to be around you to help you with your problems But in reality you put me down more than i needed. Why didnt YOU try to help ME??? Why didnt YOU stop MY SUFFERING???? Did you like seeing me in pain? Seeing me sad and without a voice? Why didnt you speak to me when i was upset?when my demons were attacking me Why didnt you try to help me fly away from those demons??? Did you really want me to stay chained to that miserable damp wall replaying those awful memories making me feel like im the bad man when in reality it was YOU!!!! YOU were the on tainting my soul drowning me in your own problems and never letting me up for air Was you scared that I would have a voice? Speak my mind and show how awful you was to me? Was that it?? Someone you can mess with try to own my heart,my thoughts Cuz you was never there for me when I though my world burnt down I have to many bad memories of you always seeing how you treated me All it did was make me more depressed feeling that i was alone in this world That no one could ever help me pick up these acid glass shards and make me whole Well your WRONG!!!!! I finally have that someone YOU ALWAYS WANTED Someone who would love you no matter what and help pick up your broken self and make you whole You will never have that if you keep up with your snotty self-pitied attitude People will leave you and you can feel that loneliness ive felt for years Inspired by Tourniquet by Evanescence...