|Why do I feel hate and regret|
each time I see your face?
You always said"You be there for me no matter what"
HA that turned out to be a lie
Everytime I went to you
saying I wanted to cut myself
You would look at me and say
I dont have time for your petty problems......
Go to someone who cares
That day you crashed my hopes
into tiny shards of glass
tainting them with acid
so I couldnt pick the pieces up
and put them back together
You always wanted me to be around you
to help you with your problems
But in reality you put me down more than i needed.
Why didnt YOU try to help ME???
Why didnt YOU stop MY SUFFERING????
Did you like seeing me in pain?
Seeing me sad and without a voice?
Why didnt you speak to me
when i was upset?when my demons
were attacking me
Why didnt you try to help me
fly away from those demons???
Did you really want me to stay
chained to that miserable damp wall
replaying those awful memories
making me feel like im the bad man
when in reality it was YOU!!!!
YOU were the on tainting my soul
drowning me in your own problems
and never letting me up for air
Was you scared that I would have a voice?
Speak my mind and show how awful you was to me?
Was that it??
Someone you can mess with
try to own my heart,my thoughts
Cuz you was never there for me
when I though my world burnt down
I have to many bad memories of you
always seeing how you treated me
All it did was make me more depressed
feeling that i was alone in this world
That no one could ever help me
pick up these acid glass shards
and make me whole
Well your WRONG!!!!!
I finally have that someone
YOU ALWAYS WANTED
Someone who would love you no matter what
and help pick up your broken self
and make you whole
You will never have that
if you keep up with your snotty
People will leave you
and you can feel that loneliness ive
felt for years
Inspired by Tourniquet by Evanescence...
Sep 26, 2008
0 Old memories of your tainted face by Ashley Quebedeau
Posted By Anthony Souls