Right now in my and my wife's life, we are going through trails and storms braving the front lines. The Devil is attacking, demons are attacking, and all around evilness running a foot. We are surrounded on all sides. My job which has been discriminating against me and harassing me and hurting me has finally fired me. We have no money, our resources are depleting, unemployment is uncertain but won't be enough even if we got it, and feels like our lives are falling apart.
Food stamps might be coming to an end soon, my disability status is constantly needing to be proved even though I have medical documentation from the past that states I am, and Satan knows that he is going to lose. He is going to lose because God is with us so whom shall I fear? God is for us, who can be against us?
As for me and my house, we shall wait and see what God does. We will trust in the Lord.
As we go on not fearing the future and trying to muster on, neighbors constantly blow smoke and pot into our apartment studio. They know what they are doing but decide to be addicted and disrespectful to all of those around them, especially my wife with an allergy to pot and both our bronchitis induced asthma.
So, we are without a job, my wife can't work because she hurt herself during her last job which leaves her in pain. Our rent was paid but now we have no money for supplies or food. Our food stamps might end because of my lost of job, unemployment will only give enough for rent and electric at most. Our enemies surround us on all sides. People effecting our health by introducing pot smoke and cig smoke into our homes. Every side we fight on people are resistant to admitting they were wrong and improving themselves.
But we are not afraid of the future for we know God will protect us, God's Word is Truth. God will not forsake us. Recently had a Dream about needing to jump off a foggy cliff into an abyss at multiple stages without seeing where we were going to go or land and having God get us safely to the bottom: I know God is with us most definitely and assuredly.
I am human. I worry a lot and try not to. I try my best to become a better person that knows God more. I truly do. I worry about living in a place without electricity. Being in darkness when my wife is scared of the dark. I am worried about not having food and having the food stamps taken away. I am worried about our health and all of the apartment complex problems that I try to resolve to no end. One person moves out another like person moves in and it repeats yet again. I worry about not getting unemployment, becoming homeless again from last when my family forsake me and kicked me and my wife onto the streets. I worry that maybe I am not following God and my end and destruction will show that I never knew God; I know that God is telling me that isn't true at all and false and that I do know where my end resides. I worry about getting a job that I can handle. Getting disability paperwork to the degree that people will help you is beyond ridiculous. I live in the grey area where there is no help. When unemployment is really high, food stamps are easy to get on, unemployment lengths are increased, and so fourth; but when life for the majority is prosperous, life for those in the grey is harder than ever.
I question: Must I sell everything I own, sell my laptop, sell my tablet, sell everything of value just to live for one or two months more than have nothing yet again?
This world is falling apart but God is my Rock and my Fortress: My high Tower in Whom I Trust.
I know God will help: I praise God in the storm and brave on. Not enough people presses on and never gives up and Praises God in their Storms. It's important to not turn your back on God and to Trust God and to always give Thanks whether Good or bad. You don't want to be a good weather friend.
Take care, With Love through God and Jesus and The Holy Ghost: I really think that God wanted me to put this out to unlock someone else's Prison and to ignite their fire again.
Never Give Up, Never Surrender.
Mar 24, 2017
0 Praising God in the Storm Commentary
Posted By Anthony Souls