Poem my fiancée and I wrote together
Trapped inside this lonely soul
I look out, through the slatted bars of my prison
Pondering upon cloudy thoughts
that quickly crash into thunderous tides of emotion
unleashing the hidden depths of rage that rose
who slumbers silently, within this pit of hell behind my eyes?
this demon, I call my parasite, my alter ego
This ego of mine
who holds the keys, the secrets of my being
beyond these reflections of false light
imprisoning me
stealing away from me, my heart, my mind, my soul
This monster Clutches unto these secrets
deep inside of my soul
onto the darkness which erodes, to never know
keeping me shut out
from peering in, to this putrid heart
in a sinful garden, where my memories grows
and it's always dark
Hoping that I'll run away
will never know, never learn
of these dark worlds inside
and purify her through my innocence, her aching heart which abides
but she doesn't know, to the tune my heart beats, bleeds
the keys that my pocket keeps, deceives
to her downfall, her broken soul
as I wander through the detours and roads
deep down into the furnace of coals
of my discontentment and nightmares
she's blissfully unaware
that I dare, to know myself
and I ponder when she will realize
who's the culprit of her demise
lurking inside, spilling these secrets, demons to life
and perhaps, all she will ever hear is the sound of my writhering lullaby
screams of anguish and insanity
as I find out the true me that resides
beyond the obscurity of the whys, the forgetful sighs
and her duplicitous personality cries to the rhythm of my eyes
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