1 Crying a Thousand Knives, song lyrics

I'm falling apart
slowing in the dark
not knowing who I am
waiting in the mirror to see myself again

and all of this sin is eating me alive
all of my thoughts are crying a thousand knives
and all my heart is collapsing from within
as I adventure down this ride that's forbidden

all I am is lost down the dark depths
leaving me with a thousand weights on my chest
it is crushing at my soul
and I don't know where to go
I am slowly being buried inside
with no where to run or hide

all I am is falling apart down the drain
all I am is burning up in flames
and I feel like I lost my mind
I don't know when in time
If I'll ever be myself again

1 Fire and Flames, song lyrics

My candle is slowly burning out
down to the wick and I just want to shout
up to the heavens for more fire and flames
Light up my eyes and show me the way
Light up my eyes and keep the darkness at bay

The wick to my heart is tattered and weak
and the treasure inside is disappearing down deep
and I just want to cry out in tears and song
keep all I have that ever belonged

Stop the leak that pours out of my soul
Stop the thoughts that should never be sowed
and all I can feel is the numbing cold
and all I can feel is my heart losing all that it knows

My Candle is slowly growing dim
my heart is filled with trash and sin
and my eyes are slowly going out
all I see are stars and want to shout

Please, Lord, give me back my burning faith
Lighting up my path that could never be erased
Please, Lord, give me back who I was
And pulsate with fire Your everlasting Love

0 Falling apart, song lyrics

Work in progress...

Falling apart
heartaches to heartbreaks
music in the dark
never any dawn breaks

Angels and demons
monsters inside
missing pieces
broken at my side

My heart is shattered
reflections sharp as knives
within the colors, my eyes slowly dies

Tear drops to crystal
accumulating inside
scars and tissue
unable to hide

I'm falling apart
my health is long gone
laying here in the dark
replaying the same, old song

(repeat from beginning one more time)

0 Roses and Flame, song lyrics

My heart beats only for you
it beats for the pains of just us two
two beats for every drop of rain
counted by the angels, numbered and named

Every name, a forgotten song
weathers untamed, daylight's long gone
and the moonlight, makes your eyes like roses
two tangling, white flames
matching our poise and poses

What's in a kiss
between me and you
like starlight bliss
wishes only for you
and the world is shut off
shut off, for just us two

And the tap-dancing beats
of our feet caught up on music sheets
pulsates down the streets
all caught up in urban blue

Silhouettes and shadows
upon the theater of our love
reflections of two hearts, dancing above

Between street lights and starlight
and everything that's gone wrong
when we are together
we dream 'til dawn

Dark and alluring
a demon upon the ground
glaring and purring
in the darkness I can drown
this forbidden pleasure
romanced by my lover's bound

Stealing away the secrets of my voice
my love always choosing the same choice
and we just dance along
different scenery, but just the same, we belong

We belong from the beginning to the end
from the first moment of perfection, to the eternal depths of sin
and our love is, one of the same
a contrast of, roses and flame

And I'll forgive her, to the depths of my soul
through hardships and, the beauty we grow
imperfections alike, eyes tuned to the same light
quantumly entangled, roses of the night

0 My, Playing with Fire, Rock Song Lyrics

Playing with fire, before we expire
with death's brother, the sandman's thunder
and the Grim reaper is guitaring
notes in the air are battling and sparring
and Midnight's rocking, rocking out...
dressed in moonlight roses

Between daydreams and starlight
love and inferno hell
the nanos between our kisses
is the distance our souls are nailed

In blood and fury
in teardrops and yells
our souls are weary
from all the moments we have dealt

Playing with desires, before our mind tires
Death's juggling flames and heart-filled lighters
and Midnight's playing with the rhythms of lust
Sandman's drumming to the heart beats that are all afuss
and Guardian Angels are rocking out, rocking out on the floor

Hearts pressed together
between midnight and dawn
the nanos that separates us, a universe that's not so long
and even though are eyes are closed
our dreams rolls along

Through nightmares and teddy bears
through hardships and song
event through, when we are apart
when we are make believe
we share a heart and it's easy for it to be deceived

Whip her with her laces
bound her with your ties
scratch her until she embraces
bite her down to her thighs

And sing sweet, exotic lullabies
pulling her hair like a leash to your eyes
And sing to her sweet, exotic lullabies
giving her butterfly kisses, until her eyes light like fireflies

Paste the kisses like petals upon water
whisper to her the tastes of forbidden rides
fill her with genuine wonder, elicit within her a sensual surprise
that tamed hunger, tamed and arise

And drink, drink from those sexual-filled eyes
Love and lust, scantily disguised
fulfill the needs, needs for lies
dreams and intellectual, intellectual highs

Playing with pleasure, before it becomes never
I'm rocking out on the bed
Grim's jamming with the dead
And Midnight's flirting with the band
Sandman's keeping time with the sand
and angels are rocking out, rocking out in the air

Hearts covered in white flames
sleep amplified by the drumming rains
another world calls from inside
traveling along: Insanity's musical amusement park ride

Down the roller coaster rides
through the dark, scenic tunnels inside
exhibitions of ambitions, renditions surmise
of sweet, forbidden lies

Of sweet, forbidden lives
revealing everything that is inside
Of sweet, forbidden tastes
pleasure written all across her face

Laced with imperfections, dark impressions
with love, reflective delusions
addictive illusions
to satisfy this thrill inside

Playing before sleep, before we fall deep
diving deep into this insanity
getting lost in our humanity
and the aesthetics are out of control
the Sandman's dust is taking a toll
and Midnight's lulled
lulled to sleep