0 Dead to the World by Ashley Quebedeau

Hidden bubble thoughs pop into your shallow mind Only thinking of how to satisify your own needs Never considering what I wanted out of this relationship Did it ever occur to you that my heart was in this twisted maze of yours? Or was it your needs that just wanted me? Do you even love me? Or do you want another girl to replace the memories we've shared for awhile Is it my fault that I drive you into another girls arms Am I that kind of monster that you have to flee from me To relieve your pains on someone else instead of talking to me? I was infront of you all this time.....but I guess I was the invisible housemaid Just for you to wipe your shoes all over me Just for you to say I love you and dont really mean it The emptiness of those words make my heart turn to ice and to never trust anyone with my fragile heart and mind That you make me slip in and out of sanity from sometime now That its hard to tell whats real and what fiction You've turned my fantasy world into a barren cold land instead Seeing this poor fallen angel crying crimson tears for the heartache that has happened to her and can see the burdens all over her weary body wings turn to bits never to be repaired by human hands she raises her head to the sky and ask God why she has to hurt so much Why confusion has to set heavy in the pit of her stomach Why visible/invisible scars stay inside her mind When all this angel ever wanted was that one person to believe in her and pick her up from the tainted evil int he world To purify her body from the darkness that consumes her shaken body will that love ever come back ash she ponder on the open stars will anyone feel ow she feels lost,empty,confused in this maze called a world